fishball xD

2006-04-26T21:30:00.000-07:00

yay ! i created a new blog by myself too ! hahas . link it everyone !

www.pynkcess-.blogspot.com

loveloves (:

2006-04-26T21:06:00.000-07:00

wahhs . sians . so long never post . the last one was like last year larh . this place so empty . only filled with memories x) haha . not that its a good thing but at least its not that hopeless :] going fmps tml for interview with teacher .. hehs . its a school project :D

DAPH; x

aini

2005-11-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

hais . i'm not gonna talk to him anymore! damn . didnt come online . didnt reply sms . sigh . forget it man .

lols . anyway . i still have ppl to accompany me no matter what . hahas . my kor come talk to me online . lols . then we chat lor . send eeach other songs . he keep asking me for love songs sia . my piggie called and talked to me too ! hahas . he demanded a testimonial from me . and he gave me 10 reasons . ok . although they're not sensible . but they're valid . hahas (: cox he's my piggie ; cox i love him ; cox he's coming my church ; cox ..blah blah . hahas . lots lots =) so adorable . hahas . thank god for him to accompany me (: love you piggie ! he says he's bored even after his exams . hahas . although he's always outside but he says he's not having fun =PpP hahas . cox no money ? yupp . lols . dont spend too much piggie ! start saving for my birthday present !!! yeapp !! hahas . go sleep le . i found out from cass that he's outside . and he ignored my sms . even when he once promised not to . kay . fine .

XIAOBUDIAN

2005-11-23T19:51:00.000-08:00

SCROLL DOWN THE CURSOR ! HAHAS . i blogged like so far 5 times today =P heees . like have nothing to do de . whole day . almost 12 hours with com switched on . sighhh . been waiting unknowingly bahs . hoping he'd come online ? i'm wondering where he's been . who he met . and all the stuff . hahas . i kept telling cassie . " he's not online leh " then cass wld be like . "good good" haix . MEI REN YU ! lols . watching tong xin yuan now =] i think i'm gonna go blind soon . facing different screens the whole day . so boredd . i added quite a few links today too ! yeap yeap . guess thats all bah .

wanna hear you say you love me too

XINYI (:

2005-11-23T18:04:00.000-08:00

when breathing's a burden we all have to bear

and trust is the one thing we're taught never to share

somehow you just seem to shine

when loving means breaking and saying goodbye

let me be the one you call

if you jump i'll break your fall

lift you up and fly away with you into the night

if you need to fall apart

i can mend a broken heart

if you need to crash then crash and burn

you're not alone

2005-11-23T17:45:00.000-08:00

i watched the heavens and i find a calling

something i can do to change this moment

stay close to me while the sky is falling

don't wanna be left alone

2005-11-23T17:08:00.000-08:00

YAY ! my blogg has music and all . yeapp . cassie has a new bog ! i'm promoting her bloggie too ! www.cassiielurfesyew.blogspot.com

stupid cass . go post something on her blogg .lols . its smth offensive . she says she's gonna continue with different stuff =P meanie !~

he didnt come online today lehs )= ok larh . so far he hasnt . but yarh . miss him marh . sighh . he wont sms mie also de . sads .

cassie is supposed to come my hse today ! humph . dumbb . in the end kena grounded for one day . tiao lors .

S8918384G

XINYI(:

2005-11-23T09:38:00.000-08:00

JY . JAS . ROX ][ my dearest sweeties ][
me . jy . jas . roxy

awww . i miss all my besties ! haiis . long time never see them le . cannot tell them about everything that happened . hahas . they know every single thing in my life =] friends . families . crushes . enemies . hahas . etc etc . they just mean so much to me . so sad . they're all so busy . hmmms . only me and cass so free . sighh .

i woke up at 8am today ! hahas . pro rite ! cox i slept at 11+ last nite . nothing else better to do marh . my piggie just ended his exams yesterday ! hahas . he went to watch harry potter dots sia . dat show isnt nice . lols . he didnt come online ytd either . lols . mus be tonning outside le bah . hahas . he told me he'd go crazy after his last paper =P thats my crazy pigg (: he says he wld come to service with me after his exams ! yay ! hahas . he's gonna bring his friend(s) too ! yupp yupp =] MISS YOU PIGGIE !

XINYI (:

*LOVING YOU

2005-11-22T19:58:00.000-08:00

went lot1 with cass . played arcade (: dam funn . gees spent alot . playing bball . n all the other games there x) hahas .

later went to cassie's hse . and there she was . prank calling all the guys she's interested in =P when we went online , he was there too . i somehow thinks he talked to cass . more than he talks to me , we went down . by the pool . then i was telling her almost everything about him . when we first met ? how we exchanged numbers and all . hahas . cassie asked the qns and i answered them . i really wonder if he remembers . after telling her all those nice stuff . i told her those all happened in the past . with the treatments he gives me now . haa . dont even think about it . missing everything about him . i almost cried in front of cass . sighh . even now as i type . i wanna cryy . dont think i can be online till late tonight . not feeling well :( anyway . gonna go .

MEMORIES;

2005-11-22T11:46:00.000-08:00

tiao lah ! cassie take so long ! havent even shower ! dumb ass . sighhh . some stupid 23 yr old guy added me on msn . i ask him if he knows how old am i . then he say "yarh . 13 what" he abit perverted isit ? 10 years difference still come add . he says he added me to chat . there's like nothing i can talk to him about lah . he's working in the army . crazy idiot . dam pissed off .

XINYI(:

2005-11-22T10:48:00.000-08:00

morning ! hahas . going lot1 soon (: with cassie . eat and play arcade . lols . she's dam lame . wanna play " whack the duck " evil right !!!! wanna whack ME . humph x)) anyway... gtg shower soon =P blog when i come home ! buhbyes (:

XINYI (:

2005-11-21T22:35:00.000-08:00

he has a girlfriend (: congrats

2005-11-21T21:30:00.000-08:00

hahas . in the end i didnt go out today =P heees . stayed at home . online . sleep . watch tv ? yeahh . so siann . so glad that someone is not coming for service this coming sat . phew ! then he wont bug me . tee hees . (: evil me lahs . but someone else is evil-er than me . sighh . talked ABIT more today ? hahas . improvement yarh ? yupp haix . shall post more later ! ahahas . i wished he'd blog too =)

XINYI (:

2005-11-21T10:21:00.000-08:00

la la las . got nothing to do ... maybe going swimming again later on . then go lot 1 ? buy books books books (:

is he going out today ? hahas nevermindd x))

guess i'll post more later when i come home =P

XINYI (:

2005-11-20T22:43:00.000-08:00

i got slapped by my father . why ? i dont know . cried like hell . what can i do ? slap him back ? yeah . maybe next time . sure ...

XINYI (:

2005-11-20T20:24:00.000-08:00

from CHINATOWN . to BUGIS JUNCTION . to FAR EAST PLAZA . then finally to CDANS phew . tiring day . hahas . its was fun though . swimming till 8 pm . hahas ! tml not going out i guess . if i do . i'll go to nearby places like lot1 . causeway point . westmall etc . (: i bought clothes , specs , blah blah . lols . fun fun fun . goin shopping with cassie again next week !!! hahas . yay! i realised i should move on =P yupp . like nothing's ever happened before . yeah . best wishes !

XINYI (:

2005-11-20T10:17:00.000-08:00

hahas , i think i'm going town soon =P with my mom and my cousin and my aunt ! hahas . no matter what i dont think i'll be happy . at all ....

XINYI (:

2005-11-19T23:23:00.000-08:00

HAHA I JUST FOUND OUT WE HAVE TOTALLY NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT . YEAH x)) NOT A NICE THING BUT CANT BE HELPED =P TALKING TO CASSIE NOW . COMPLAINING TO HER . HAIIS . " I'M HAPPY ! " YUPP . SURE (=

MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME (:

FROM NOW ON ITS SHALL BE ME AND ME ONLY . YEAH . HAHAS . AND MAYBE SOMEONE ELSE ?

oh yar . maybe i should post more . i think i posted too little today ! yah ! hahas . monday cassie ask me go town AGAIN . damn it . i might be getting sick of going there . forever watching movie . then like nothing else can do there . tiao >.<

XINYI :)

2005-11-19T22:24:00.000-08:00

WAHAHH . 3 WHOLE DAYS DIDNT COME ONLINE OKAYYY !!! I'M PRACTICALLY DYING !!! whoo . thursday i went to swimm then went to some coffee shop to makan =P that place was lik 2 or 3 blocks away from his hse . sighh . dont talk abt him =)

i went town yesterday . watched HOME SWEET HOME with cass . taiwen . calvin and luke . hahas . of cox at cine . lolx . then whole time see those ppl play para and ddr . hahas . their grp of frens were there .

today . i wet to some park at bukit batok . and i was woke up by my dad at lik EIGHT AM in the morning . sleepyy lahs . after that went swimming again (: didnt go service today . haiix .

hatred -

2005-11-16T23:24:00.000-08:00

does crying help in relieving the pain in the heart ? i'm not sure . but i'm quite certain that it just hypnotise a person into sleeping . and thus forgeting the pain . i'm sure the hurting will return . but am i supposed to cry everyday ? well , no matter what . i'm crying everyday . it just pains me to feel his coldness towards me . i feel like asking him what's the problem with him . what have i done wrong . but it'll affect his studies . so i chose not to . i duno why i'm blogging the 3rd time today . but i just feel that i should post my feelings here . and hope he'll chance upon my words here...

mE [ the promise . was forgotten ]

2005-11-16T23:09:00.000-08:00

sighh . i talked to calvn from 11+ am till abt 5pm . then i told him " since today we've talked for such a long time then tonight dont have to call me le right ? " hahas . then he say he still gonna call . and here he is talking to me again . hahas . this guy is invading my life man . hahas . how many hours per day must he talk to me ? lolx . cause he's bored . dots . now he wanna bet with me . a game of spider solitaire ... if i win . he has to jio qiu mei until she accepts him .if i lose . i probably have to stead with him and watch movie with him . hahas . aniway . he insist on not telling me what are my conequences . so i didnt play with him =P

hahas . i'm in the process of forgetting him already . haha . soon he shall be outta my life . i only wanna have a simple life . not a relationship which is so darn complicated that i'm suffocating =(

lols .

stupid amos from RI . ask jed for my number . cox he says he lost it . isnt it better ? why bother to get my number back . he'll be wasting his time irritating me . like what darrion's friend . shan shun is doing . one is already enough . amos still bothers me online . huh~ * hais *

sometimes i will still question myself . will i ever regret in the future for letting him go now . once he's gone there'd be no turning back . seriously . i dont want history to repeat itself . neither does he . the answer . is i dont know . really ~ i dont know . i feel lik dying . life is terrible like that . i dont want a bf who's like sticking to me 24hr . and checking where i am every now and then . talking EVERY night on the phone is defintely NO . i need to have my own freedom and i have other priorities in life . does he get it ? maybe he doesnt even give a damn about how i want this relationship to work . i'm tired . i dont wanna waste my brain juice thinking about such stuff which should be understood . arent besties , friends and family important too ? hais .

I DONT KNOW;

[ am i supposed to wait ? ]

2005-11-16T13:51:00.000-08:00

sobb . i hate the reply from him i received this morning . i hate him . forget it . i guess its over . i dont care already . i'm not going to humour him or whatever . i'm not gonna care anymore .

hahas .. calvin on the phone with me again . he called me like at 11+ . then talked all the way till now lor . he's singing . hahas . find one time i must record it down lah . lolx . =]

ME

2005-11-16T02:30:00.000-08:00

i dont know why . but i just feel like blogging . i smsed him . but i dont expect any reply at this time of the day though . calvin is sleeping on the phone once again . i just cried . i miss him . he might think i dont care . but he doesn't understand how i feel . and felt . he doesnt have the chance to read my blog . will he start reading them after his exams ? i'm not sure . he might not even care . about how i feel during this period of time . i'm suffering ok . i blogged everyday . just for him . he promised to read my blog everyday . but even after i know he wont be reading it anytime within his exam periods . i still continue to blog . every day . hoping he'll really drop by my blog and read it after his exams . how i wish ...

18NOVEMBER05

2005-11-15T20:15:00.000-08:00

lolx . i went to cassie's condo to play bball todayy =] . the bad thing is i hurt my fourth finger . ouchh . bleeed =( sobbx . he just called awhile . think less than 2 mins ? sighhh .

ME

2005-11-14T22:14:00.000-08:00

lolx . today i watched EXORCISM ! wahahas . with cassie . qiu mei . tenille . tai wen . jia liang . hahas . saw calvin at cine arcade . lolx . i saw pearl too =] hahas . calvin dancing para and DDR . lols . he act cool lahx ! qiu mei says he's shuai . got style . dance veri gud . and wanna jio him . wahhahas . dam funny >.< gal ="PpP

NEVER talked to him at all today . not even a single sms . sighhh .

i'm going watch harry potter with cassie n tai wen and another fren of mine tis fri at tiong bahru plaza . lolx before that . i'm dropping by redhill . to meet ziliang . i need him to help me pass david smth . its a chain he gave me . i wanna return him mar . but not directly . so mux give ziliang first lor . haiix . actually i dont wanna see any of them . but no choice . i dont wanna leave bad memories with me . and i'll feel bad to throw it away . sighhh .

m ii lk -

2005-11-14T01:22:00.000-08:00

hahas . it 1.15am now . lols . tokin 2 calvin on fone . hahas. he's tokin crap now . tiao lahz . jux now mah piggie called me and talked to me . heees . my bro hp jux now got problem . then before my piggie called . joel called once too . then i picked up . cannot hear anything . so i hung up . then he sen me sms . saying i should have the courtesy to call back . wth . not like mai piggie lahs . piggie tried calling me alot of times lor . although i always cannot hear him . until the last time . hahas . he tried more than 6 or 7 times lahx . not lik joel . humph . ][ dont you see the difference between how you treat me and how others do ? ][ sighhh . so sad .

mE

2005-11-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

lols . FUNNY THING HAPPENED TODAY LA ! hahas . darrion sent me home lahs . lols . after service . hahas . dam weird sia . he was lik " wo song ni hui jia yao bu yao ( u wan me to sen you home? ) " hahas . then i sae . u wan follow me your problem . can follow behind . then he really came out with me at choa chu kang mrt . lols . he said he nvr took lrt before. so its his first time ! should thank me man . hahas . he keep asking me questions about the darn lrt . tiao leh . i ask him " how i know so much ? you take mrt you go count the wheels isit " then he nth 2 sae le . hahas

ME

2005-11-11T22:01:00.000-08:00

lols . i went lot1 . cdans . IMM today . hahas . swimming =] next week is swimming and bowling . muahahas . i wanna go town la ! one whole week never go le . damn . all because of people who spoils everything la . humphs . he had maths today . is he coming for service tml ? hmmms . god knows =P bored bored .

me

2005-11-10T20:00:00.000-08:00

sighh , i guess he meant as a joke just now . i just dont know . i'm treating this seriously . really . i wont take the previous entry off . cause i wanna let him noe how i feel about his " joke " sighhhs . now we're ok le . thank god . hmmms . i'm not gonna tok 2 him till after his exams (: jiayou bahx !!

me

2005-11-10T17:26:00.000-08:00

he says he wants time to think about us . guess what . i dont give a damn ANYMORE . i'm tired of stuff like this . he dont share the same thoughts . and opinions about BGRs . i'm only 13 . what does he wants from me . maybe he doesnt need to think about this anymore . i give up k ? i dont need him to think for me . he made me wanna cry so muchh ):

me

2005-11-10T10:14:00.000-08:00

siians . i think my com is gonna be locked up soon . huhs . crap lahs . yesterday i using com and conferencing with calvin and cassie . then my dad suddenly ask me to off my com . then i quarrel with him . lols . i dont care lahs . he's unreasonable . humph . this morning my mom and dad woke me up like so early to have breakfast and go duno what kinda park to walk . dam it lahs . i had headache and felt like vomiting when i reached home . sighhhh . miss you darling !

me

2005-11-08T19:50:00.000-08:00

sians . he asked me not to stay close in contact with my kors . all the " underworld " friends . at least thats what he calls them . hais . i said i'll try my best . but they're my good friends la . and all my beloved god-siblings . sighhhs .

DILEMA-

2005-11-08T14:34:00.000-08:00

after a short chat over the phone , i found out that i dont really know him that well . i dont know when is he having what kind of paper . i didnt seem concerned about what kinda things he's going through . i wanna know . but didnt wanna pose too much questions . its great to be able to hear his voice and at least communicate with him once in a day . but i wonder am i just bothering him ? will it affect his studies ? i wanna cry . or rather i cant stop crying . i dont know what i'm supposed to do . just a call from him can just totally change my mood . it shows how important he is . but he doesnt know . he wont know that he really matters to me . * cries *

quan keep wanting to meet me . i told him last nite dat i wont accept him . when he asked " what if he asks me for stead now " obviously no right . same goes for shan shun . he sent me like 3 smses in a row to tll me he cares about me . and he really really really .... (x10) cares about me . wth . i dont care . i only want him to care . but not at this time of the year of course . miss him so much . i never know how he fels . he doesnt blog . he doesnt really tell me . i wanna know whats going on in HIS life . hope he's doing fine ...

me

2005-11-08T12:08:00.000-08:00

hahas . so sians . todayy not going out =P staying at home . wheees . using com whole day barh . tok 2 cassie alone ytd nite till lik 3.15am lahs . so siannns . woken up in the morning by my dad . arghhhh . he woke m,ie up at 11 . dam it .

boredd sias . calvin slept on the conference last nite . so i hung up on him . cox cassie still tokin 2 mie marh . or else i wld leave my fone aside . then continue wasting his bills hahas / aniway he has to sleep early . lols . whole time dream girl dream girl . lols . he think until siao le larh .

me me me (:
missing you

2005-11-05T11:54:00.000-08:00

seh liao lahs . yesterday darrion go bring new friend to service , his name is shan shun . tiao lahs . darrion go give him my number . damn it . he kept smsing me yesterday until his phone no batt then he stopped sia . like sms free lidat . crapp . i keep telling him joelynn chioer and better then he says ... arghh nvm . i even told him he's younger than me . then he said wont give up . go die lah . i dont even know him for more than 24 hrs . talk so much for what ?? anyway i already have my darling (: he should be studying now bah . next week start exams le . sighhhh ) :

even in my heart . i see . you're not being true to me . deep within my soul . i feel . nothing's like it used to be . sometimes i wish i could . turn back time . impossible as it may seem . but i wish i could . so that . baby . quit playing games with my heart . with my heart . my heart . i should have known from the start . from my heart . my heart . my heart . i live my life . away . to keep it coming back to me . everything i do . is for you . so what is it that you cant see . sometimes i wish i could . turn back time . impossible as it may seem . but i wish i could . so that . baby . quit playing games with my heart . with my heart . my heart . i should have known from the start . from my heart . my heart . baby baby . the love that we had was so strong . you're making me hang in there forever . oh baby baby . this is not a lie . let's stop this tonight . quit playing games . sometimes i wish i could . turn back time . impossible as it may seem . but i wish i could . so that . baby . quit playing games with my heart . with my heart . my heart . i should have known from the start . from my heart my heart . quit playing games with my heart . quit playing games with my heart . with my heart . my heart ...

2005-11-04T14:28:00.000-08:00

so sad sad sad . he's gonna leave mie alone for two weeks ., TWO WHOLE WEEKS . how am i gonna survive . sighhhhh . i'm gonna miss him so so so muchh . awww man . cant see him in service 2dae . cox he's not coming either ... SIGHHHHHH .

A B C D E F G ... me

2005-11-04T06:19:00.000-08:00

i'm trying to psycho myself to forget everything . oh man . i'm going crazyyy . its not easy . even though its holidays now . its not easyy . really *cries* its always him . all about him .

me

2005-11-04T06:05:00.000-08:00

sighhs . i'm treated coldly . am i just trying to fake myself ? " he's gonna be mine soon " ; " he loves me too " .... whatever ... i'm getting tired . of these kinda crap . i NEVER wait for people . and i definitely didnt like the feeling either . i'm gonna feel neutral again . yeah . once again .... i'm giving up... suan le . whats the point anyway . he wont like me . i wont wait for him either . i'll just anyhow accept any guy . oh wow . how easy to get it outta my mouth . but actions speak for themselves . or rather they speak for me . i ... CANT .... sighh . my xiaodi says i play hard to get . when i told him i'm not attached . ya right . i play hard . sometimes i wonder who's playing hard to get . sighhh .

ME

2005-11-03T08:56:00.000-08:00

wheees . our subzone went to expo today !!!! . so nice . wahhahas . [ EXPOsure ] rocks . whees . we went all over expo looking for stuff . fun sia . i know two new friends . one is called rodney and the other wen kai . hahas . i think thats how i spell their name . lols . our group was tea two ., joelynn as group leader . group members are cassie , kezia , wen kai and rodney , yays . our stupid cheer was dam lame . haha . but have to go up and present anyway . lols . we'll be moving to expo about a month later . wheee . we saw our hall . its hall 8 . cool man ., dam big also . CHC ROCKKS !!!! YAY !!!

mE

2005-11-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow . yesterday was so so so so fun ! W312 went to pasir ris !!!! cell group outing again (: yay . prisca is in W312 !!! wheees. we went cycling , playing the wet sand , play ground and all , just . wow . amazing . we had lots of fun >.<

i just realised that some people whom me and my friends have misunderstandings against , are actually nice people (: really... after talking to her . she's nice (: yeah . just hope nothing happens again .

me

2005-10-31T12:53:00.000-08:00

yay !!!! i'm backk to W312 !!! yay ~!! hahas . tml got cell grp outing ! 11.30am at pasir ris !!! wahhahahas . yay ! love mai cell group >.<

<3>

2005-10-30T00:17:00.000-07:00

hahas . nowadays online veri boring de . den near midnight tai wen alwaes online . so we bo liao . alwaes plae online games . i alwaes win him at tic tac toe !!! wheee . pro-ded (: ytd nite i keep losing to him in minesweeper flags . now i'm still playing . and i'm leading !!! wheee . he lag liao lahs . heees.

dat someone cannot pei mie plae . so can onli plae wif tai wen lor . haiis . so sian . lols . mai piggie no paper tml . lols . same as fang ju . hahas . andy suay lor . tml hav paper . gud luckk andy ! he promised to teach mie how to plae guitar after his o levels and let mie rite n draw in his bk de (: hahas . i'm riting in here as evidence !!! wahahhas .

stupid calvin . tok 2 him on the fone nth 2 sae wan . i want to put dwn , he dun let mie . humphs . ytd he slept on the fone . den i didnt hang up until i'm gonna sleep . wahahhas . den waste his fone bill . bleahhs . too bad lah . haiis . mai piggie so fast offline liao . tml no exam he still mugging . so hardworking lehh . hahas . must do well !!! jia you !!! i jux switched on the teevee and didnt watch . lol . cant hear aniting either cox stupid calvin making so much noise . his stupid singing la . irritating!!! wahahhas . yay ! he finally hung up ! whooots . but he says he's gonna call mie tml . oh no !!!! haha . i'm dead boredd now . n fang ju wants mie to blog . so i jux crap here . lols . sian sian sian .goodbye W312 ; hello W350 . sighhs . dun wan dun wan . sobbs . i wan W312 . i want mai cell grp members !!! JOELYNN ; EVANGELINE ; JANE ; JE YUN ; SISTER XIU ZHEN ; BROTHER ALVIN ; ANDY ; DARRION ; JACOB ; MARK ... haiis . i'm gonna miss all of you so so so so so so muchhhhhh . =PpP thanks everione for being there to cheer mie up yesterdae (: BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST FOREVER (:

<3>

2005-10-29T07:31:00.000-07:00

hais . a few cell groups reshuffled . sigh . only i left my cell grp . joined another cell . with cheryl , yi ling , angela , checkling , bro ivan , joel n a few others i think . so sad . me n cheryl cried almost the whole time . then we didnt really talk . haiis .

raiin__

2005-10-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

YAYS . school finally ended larhs . sighhh . not a veri nice thing to do . as to call someone poser . loser and bitch , hahas . but i dont give a dam . all they can do is just call me weird and funny names . sian arh . ok lahs . dont talk back can liaos . YAO REN !! lols (:

they think i wanna fight . think they're the ones . but its ok . i wont fight back .

congrats to everione hu won the talentime . they were great on stage /. hahas . unlike 1GY . although we've tried our best . still didnt win . but i'm not sad or whatever (: its the process that matters yup .

raiin__

2005-10-26T04:32:00.000-07:00

lols . TALENTIME TALENTIME . siann-ed . i'm sickk . how 2 sing ??? pass the mic to another gal ? arghhh /.so sad sias . of all times mux be sick during the week of talentime . wtf . but i like the open category though ... (: me against the music . wheeees . dance rox . yays !

gy doesnt seem to be interested in our disney item . its lik so tiao . its a CLASS thing . n they arent going to put in ani effort at all . maybe there's just a few black sheeps amongst us huh ~ bleahhhs . duno =P

i'm gonna diie . of missing him . sighh . i hope he can do well for his exams n i noe he's studying n working hard . reali realli hope so . hmmms . does he miss me ? cox i realli do . sobbx . he doesnt noe i'm sickk . n i dun wanna tell him . maebe he wont care . sighhs . i'm making mai own conclusions for mai own qns . lamer lahz .

saw jade lik a few daes in a row . hahas . dam qiao . it happens dat she ended her lesson late one day n i have to hav recess early on the other day . hahas /. fated (: she n her frens lik alwaes lookin at mie n rox n jas n cass sia . lik nv see human b4 . bleahhhs . cute lahs ((:

i shall end here .. after blabbering for such a long time . heees

<33raiin>

2005-10-19T07:00:00.000-07:00

lols . so bored . mai exams 3 fail sia . but total year end still duno . i fail hist , geog , sci . tiaos . i'm realli bad at studies . sighh . hmmms . 7 more school days to holidays . wheeee (:

raiin loves him

2005-10-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

OMG . todaee was so so so so fun man . we went to bedok lik at 9+ am n ate while waiting for the others . when we reached east coast , the wind was lik super super strong . veri veri nice lahz . we played 2 games den start drizzling le . den they started taking food out . Bro A n darrion n jacob went to the fitness corner n tried on the chin ups . wahahhas . dam funnie . den they go on to others . after dat mark started to climb a tree . Bro A helped him sia . but after a while mark almost fell so Bro A ask us to go back to the shelter . hahas /. the rain got heavier n heavier lors . den its was suepr duper cold dere . but all of us remained in the shelter which is apparently of not much use . (: bleahhhs . we were lik all wet n freezing lorrs . hmmms . didnt bring towel so dam cold dere . i tink i got the flu . i hope i did . den can dun go sch (: the bad ting is we cant go cycling lors . so sad la . ): sobxx . neh mind . nxt tyme shure hav alot more activities de . wheees . the fotos are nice . its in mai friendster foto ALBUM . not photos . hahas . go see .

<3RAIIN

2005-10-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

wheees . today was fun ya ? the service n all . hehes . tml got combined cell group outing wif W341 sia . sure dam fun de . we're goin east coast lehh . wheee .

raiin

2005-10-14T05:04:00.000-07:00

lols . 2dae quite fun siaz . but quite boring too lors . hahas . i didnt watch skeleton key in the end . cox calvin is lik super late . den cant watch le . sighh . we watched GOAL instead . crap man . its lik all soccer stuff lahz . dun understand a ting . urghhh . hahas . nvm . aniwae i didnt hav 2 pay . so its kinda okay . ^^ luke cried at the end of the show . awww . lols . so sentimental siaz . =) after dat go arcade meet calvin n luke's frens . yingying , jeanette , abigail , swenn n alot more fmss peeps r dere too . wahahas . one of calvin's fren is dam nice larhs . she's called pearl . real name lehh . cool huh ~ alot of " paikias " came too . hmmm . wear like pai kia larhs . but dun realli noe them . calvin de frens . ooooh . dat idiot dun wan tell mie who is his gf siaz. cox his gf came den he sae dun wan tell mie which is her . IDIOT

<3 raiin

2005-10-13T06:58:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHHAS . i went town on wed , went town on thurs n goin town on fri . wooo . am i bo liao or wad ? sumore 3 times go watch movie sias . wed watch corpse bride , thurs watch into the blue , thurs gonna watch skeleton key . wow . i'm one lucky gal . 3 times all watch wif diff ppl de lors . sumore nxt time goin town watch movie again wif cassie n her beloved . den i down dere so lightbulb . wahahas . but they paiseh marhs . so need mie ^^

<3RAIIN

2005-10-12T03:34:00.000-07:00

wheees ! toodae dam fun siaz!! ooooh MAI EXAMS ENDED !!! wahahahas . mie , jy , rox , jas n cass went town 2dae . saw alot alot of sc gals siaz . of cox lah end of exams . everione shure go out gia de (: we watched corpse bride dam nice lah !!! i saw evan , sisca , calvin , glenn and mani mani more . ooooh . i noe alot of ppl =P heees .

wah sehz . tml goin town again . wif pat , cheryl , zhiming , daryl n rachael . fun fun fun ^^ watch movie again =))

lols . funnie larh . on fri goin town AGAIN. i duno wad can i watch sia . hahas .wahhas . cool siaz . but i broke . lols . spent lik 3o buckks todae . sighhh but its worth it . xD I BOUGHT A TIGGER . CUTEEE !! x))

loves raiin

2005-10-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

its 12+ now . at nite . haiix . came online duno for wad . nth 2 do . jux chat . n check mail . ^_^

i lik him . duno how 2 sae . how ??? sobbx . he wun lik mie aniwae . nvm . shall nt be despo . or thick skinned . mai jie meis in sch teach mie 2 sms dat guy n sae " i accept u " den see wad is his reaction . if negative den sae sen rongly . lols . cheeky siaz .

sighh . i wanna crie when listen 2 tonghua . i will tink bout him . sniff :(

raiin

2005-09-29T18:15:00.000-07:00

yeapps . i'm in skewl again (:

so bored lahhz . its supposed tu bie art now . but mrs canham left us tu do our own stuff . wahahahs . so borrrrreeedddd . sighhz . dun tink anione's online now at tis time lahx . dats why i'm so sians .

you and mie hand in hand

on a trip to wonderland

see the world from above

in the name of love

nice huh . copied frm jy aniwae . wahahas . its not originated by her of cox . its frm a song . (:

i'm dead bo liaos now . no one can entertain mie rite now . sighhs . carmen is beside mie riting testimonials fer ppl . but not mie . so evil rite . mai piggie is evil too . he nv repli mai testimonial . bad ken . humphhh . ):

wahahahs . mrs chia is relieving mai klass now . she didnt walk arnd n check . n i hope she doesnt either . oh wells . tink i'm crapping alot rite now .

wemightbewishingonthesamebrightstar;;
loves raiin

2005-09-28T20:52:00.000-07:00

wahahhahas . i'm in the com lab now !!! whooots (:

heeees . stoopid goeg teacher not teaching aniting but dats kinda good aniwaes (:

aniwae . i tink zhen yi is goin crazie over mr teo . for goodness sake . sighhhz . she's asking fer his particulars now . ermmm . lik kinda autograph lidat ): wtf lahhz . he's abit siao de . aniwae gtg .

loves

2005-09-20T01:45:00.000-07:00

lols . okie lahz . nv realli call buay gum lors . aniwae . i'm staying in scgs n be a purfect guai kia . hahas . tho i dun lik the sch lahx . x)) hahas . mai maths ca 3 get D7 sia . dam pro . geog i fail . historyy pass . hmmms . so far lidat niaz . die liaos . lata nxt yr retain how ? lols . die die die =x

xiiao raiinz

2005-09-18T04:11:00.000-07:00

okies ,, here i am ,, updating again .
daphne DON'T EVER transfer tuu fairfield yew will regret the FARKK out of your lyfe . trust miie it's worse den it seems okie . stay in scgs and study hard .

anyway your main purpose is tuu study . doesnt matter where yew are . each society is sucky in its own way .
basically jux biie a guaikia .

how come yew and jade gum lia0z ,, i thot still buay gum ,, lols .

<3 ppurelii pynkcess .

2005-09-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

lols !!! i'm backks . 2dae dam fun . playyed wif mai cg members under even's hse blk dere . nearby gt a playground . we played wif candles . lanterns . sparkles etc x)) bro alvin , joelynn , evan , darrion , jacob n andy were dere too ! hahas . we played catching first . den played blind mice . andy nv play cheat when its his turn sia . he nv peep . den kena knock on his head twice sumore . lols . silly lahz . too honest xD hahas . we realli had a great time =)) . wheeees . enjoyed 2dae !!! veri veri muchh .

xiiaoraiinz

2005-09-06T17:55:00.000-07:00

sighhh . long time nv blog le / liiyan oso nv blog sia /. lols . hmmmm . 2dae hav chinese oral worhx . hope can do well . .. hmmms . i'm most probably gonna transfer sch nxt yr . i dun wanna stay in scgs . haix . i'm either goin fmss ( if can ) . if cannot den its jux neighbourhood sch arnd mai estate . lik bukit panjang government high . teck whye sec . chua chu kang sec . all the lousy lousy sch bahx . =)) well i dun mind . as long as i can get outta scgs wheees . hahas /

loves
xiiao-raiinz

2005-08-14T04:55:00.000-07:00

haiis . nvm wan larh . ii tink no stead better than hav lor . hahas . now i oso more relax le . u will hav alot of other suitors wan larh . at most u all reject lor . heees . goood luckk xD

daph_*

single .

2005-08-14T00:27:00.000-07:00

alrites . i'm single again . sick and tired of this relationship . no freedom at all . and more lahz . i jux feel damn sianx . so break l0rr . i dun really care lers . i dun wan tuu get into another relationship . i'll jux be hurting myself . i dun wan tuu patch anymore . like sandy said ,, single is best ((: i guess i'm used tuu having him in my life ,, but i can always get used tuu it . feels quite empty ,, but i dun care . i wan tuu be alone . i'm too selfish ,, i dun wan tuu hurt my other half . i rather have 1 whole . haha . sorry if i hurt him ,, but i think it's better this way .

<3 li yan .

2005-08-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

hahas ., nth larhs . i tot tell u liaos . ^^ smiles =))

daphne__*

2005-08-06T18:34:00.000-07:00

yeshh daphne . and wad happened to you&david .?

2005-07-25T23:13:00.000-07:00

xiiao jiie . ii post alot lorrs . u den nv post lehs . lols . siian arh . maii tests all faiiliing siia . haiis . shure diie iin year end liiaos . bleahh . ii mux studiie . ii mus studiie . lols . although ii dun tiink ii wiill larh . jux verii siian now . ii iin sch de com lab . haha , iillegally usiing com lehs . siian diiao . jux too bored . heees , ii'm briingiing daviid n zii liiang 2 maii church tis sat !!! hahas ,. fiinally ii'm briingiing someone to church wors . lolx . praiise the lord man ! . ii wan 2 see daviid . haiis . but mux waiit untiil sat siia . so sad . oh wells . nvm .,

.___. daphne*

2005-07-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

daphneeeee. why never post for so long! too busy spending time with david izzit? lols. take care of him hor. hhais. life is getting suckier and suckier. have to be guai although i'm not. means everyone is forcing miie to be guai. arrr. so stress. can't pon sch lers. can't pon cca lers. can't dun hand up homework lers. hhais. sad lahz. i guess its my own fault. oh wells. nvmm. netball is quite fun de .. but it's jux i'm always lazy to run here run dere .. always got blister de =(( hhais. use a normal canvas shoe ,, sure liddat mahz. no money to buy shoe. haha.

DAPHNE!!! BLOG LEHZ!!!! always i blog de. bleahhhh.

2005-06-12T22:03:00.000-07:00

``liiyan ]]

haiix ... eu n kor how ? eu sae untiil liik gt prob liidats .. siighh . ii oso nt sure larhhs . most liikly ii oso wun gt iinto relatiionshiips de norhx .

.x daphne x.

2005-06-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

wah sehh .. super siians . holiidaes sucks . carn go out , carn do aniting . except doin hw at hm . sighhh . wanna diie le . i rather go tuu sch norhx . den dun hav so mani sch work . projects etc . mani mani more . i wanna go ice skating wif jas , jiayin n rox they all leiis . sob sobx . haiix ... i duno iif i lik sumone yet lehs . becoming les le marhx ?? lolx . hope not sia . i keep tellin ppl online dat i'm a les i'm a les . den they dun blive sia . i dun look lik les or wad . hahax . i miss him !! hahas . he's nt online nw . so sad . lol . i dun tink i lik dat person larh . but he alwaes tok 2 mie wan marh . he not here den i start tu miss him le . =(( .. sads . daryl finally came online sia . dat duck . hahax . wowowow lor . he lik cum online once everi few mths . wah seh . see him online veri rare leiis . he saes he has ALWAYS been straight n was never gay . those fairsians shd noe wad i mean sia . i cant blive he was never gay !!! .heeex ., sumore nw he go acsi sia . duno wad will becum of him lorz . bleahhhs . hope he gets well soon . heeex ^^ i'm so happie !!! mai friendster de frens grow alot le . i wan a full acc lehhs . den can create more accs . hahax . [bei feng chui guo de xia tian] tis song rawks alot lehhs . dam nice . ^^ lurve it man . thx patrick hahax . sighh sighh sighh . i'm feeling super bored ... wed de basketball match wif yuying sec we lost lor . wah liew . its a friendly match tho . for the sec 1s to gain more experience ... cant belive we lost . we gt the 2 sara n sarah but we still lost . jiao lian saes we need the whole team to be lik the 2 sarahs . we mux jiayou worhs . !!! add oil bah sc bball team !! the C div cummin up after the holidaes leiis . hope our seniors can do realli well . ^^ oh yar i jux gt one xiao mei frm sc pri . p5 nia . cannot teach her the bad tings sia . she lik so innocent .. everiting duno de . hope dat penguin dun teach her the bad tings n influence mai meimei leiis . heeex . lolx .i rite dam long larhs . hahax . enuf of crappin le . byex !!

.x daphne x.

``the.reason.i.dont.like.u.is.becoz.i.love.you <3

2005-06-09T22:56:00.000-07:00

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain ...

the boy runs after her and says :

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

.x daphne x.

2005-05-31T07:59:00.000-07:00

I HATE JUNE HOLIDAYS.
first time sia. hhais.
s0 sianx. i cant see my laogong.
sure miss him. hhais.
netball sucks.

2005-05-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

siianx .. so manii ppl wan stead . ii wana diie le larhx . sumore they younger than miie . they're also 13 but ii'm at least older by a few mths or smth . siigh . help larh . siigh . cant help iit iif ii'm older riite ?? coz ii cannot choose when 2 be born de mahh . sobbx . ii diidnt mean 2 burt eu de . hope u'll understand kay . ii reallii dun liik aniione nw lorx . unless eu can make miie liik eu . or else iits reallii iimpossiible between us wan . u noe hu eu are . ii'm soriie =(

daff\\lurfe.hurts

2005-05-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

haiix . i wun hav ani successful relationships wan ... hahax . dats y dun wan accept anione .. aniwae i oso cant find sumone i realli lik larh .. so no use oso .. sianns . wanna slp ... sho cold in mai room !! hahahax . wearin skewl jacket ... lalala~ oh no .. i'm learning frm jed .. argh .. idiot xiao di .. lolx .. sighh .. mai fren sae tml gt training lehh .. how ?? lata mai seniors see mai piercings how ??? esp natascha , valarie all those strict prefects ; dam scared sia .. sighh .. is leon , mai son, calling mie 2dae ? wonderin '' heeex . mai son lehh .. shd be as smart as mie wan rite ? but he go queensway sec !! sumore sec5 . aiyoyo .. die liao larh .. duno get wad kinda genes frm mie sia .. si le si le .. mai son de future . hahax .. aniwae i'm goin crazie le larh . sighh ., byebyex^^

daffiie]] `` where are yew ?';
mwwarrrkkx <3

2005-05-25T00:44:00.000-07:00

yoz !! lolx .. i nt crying over sumone larhhs .. aiyoyo .. aniwaes , i cant find sumone i lik , sho sad riite .. sighh .. lolx ^^ neutral !!! best is dun wan bgr liao .. ggr ??? lolx .. wun larh . its sux being a les lor .. i tink .. nv try b4 n dun wanna try osho .. heeex .. aniwae i no sch 2dae n tmr .. butt .. mai parents r gonna punish mie n scold mie lik siao .. hope i dun get headache sia .. or else i'll feel even worse when i get bombarded wif their scoldings .. pray fer mie man !!! i'm lik sho dead .. i jux hope they dun cancel mai hp line.. or i'll die .. den ppl will start calling mai hse number scolding mie .. sigh .. they'll be sad too .. if i hav mai line cancelled n the fone confiscated .. haiix .. jux hope n wish fer all the best fer mie bahhx .. lolx .. tml i tink i still can make it 2 pierce mai ears wif zm n pat . ocz they cummin mai hse den we go lot 1 .. mai parents allow mie liao lor .. lata they suddenly scold until dam shuang den dun allow mie go tml n go fer church ... den i'll kill dem .. hahahax .. i'm brutal yeah !! lolx ... aniwaes i gt 4 piercings nw .. ytd jux pierce wan ... i scared de left ear gt inflammation how ?? gt bleed abit sia .. dam scared ... den sumore tml goin 2 pierce another 2 .. sob sob .. hope mai parents wun see .. so frm nw on i'm gonna let dwn mai hair as long as there are ani of mai family members arnd mie .. sighh .. wait till they noe i gt so mani piercings man ... they'll kill mie b4 i kill dem de ... heeex ^^ oh ya .. june holidaes i dun tink they let mie go out wif other frens out of mai sch wan .. but there's a cell group lunch on 1st june lehh .. at cityhall den we go swensons ... gt free ice-cream buffet .. lolx .. so cool rite .. aniwae hope i can makeit bahx ... oh ya one more thing .. mai june holidaes is lik almost packed up wif basketball training on mon , wed n fri le .. its lik throughout the whole holidae its lidat lor !!! mai sch abit siao siao wan .. sumore i gt cell grp chalet arnd the 2nd or 3rd week .. sighh .. how ??? dying liaoss ..

[[daffiieduckk_]]**
//*\\aini1314//*\\

sian ji puaa

2005-05-19T08:54:00.000-07:00

daphne arr. this kind of thing not just kaobei den can work hor.
not everything is kpkb one .. understand?
ask peiyu come lahz. haha. kidding. she oso not so bo liaox one.
anyways just leave it alone.
next time he put his pic on friendster, you go disfigure l0rr ..
anyway that's wad you get for putting daily pictures x))

sianx. mother nagging. cuz it's 11:57pm and i still not sleeping.
tml still got sch lehz. siannnnnnn.
daphne, you should not cry over a guy sia.
it's just plain stupid .. altho i myself have done it many times.
but i'm stupid wad. you're a smart ger, so dun cry ..
haha. can still remember ermmm few months ago
you cry like sia0z over tingxun .. haha ..
oh well. mebbe you're not mature enough ba.
still a baby. chao gin na. dun noe anything. ahaha.
just be a good ger and listen to your mummy and daddy ..
dun rush, one day you will find someone you truly love x))

anyways i changed the skin again cuz the other skin got prob.
i prefer this skin though. more pinkishh. hehehe ..
well i damn sianx lahz. nth to do. i go play miniclip or smth ba.
nites. take care. please tag. thanks. zzzzz -.-''

lurfe, miie.

2005-05-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

wah piang ehh !!! gt one kao bei de fuckker go edit maii friendster foto n rite duno wad lanjiao ting ... knn .. den he sumore go put on his friendster foto lahh ... kaox .. sibei angri now .. he's so goin 2 die kay .. huh !!! asshole !!! he wait .. juz wait man .. gonna ask sumone call him n kaobeikaobu until he scared den dun dare find mie tai ji liao .. fuckker ..

``super pissed sia +;;
daffie duck^^

2005-05-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

cannot believe in guys !!! guys jux noe hw 2 cheat gal de feeling !! sighh .. posting 2 entries at da same time . howhowhow ? keep crying . listen 2 dat song den wanna cri . the lyrics arh .. sighh // neber mind . so sad !!! tears jux fill mai eyes .. den keep flowing out .

;do eu noe wads on mai mind ? ++
``drowned with sorrow //'
-daphiie.lurveless-

2005-05-16T02:45:00.000-07:00

i duno why but im crying nw . cannot control de lor . feeling sho sad now . liyan dun tink too much , nt coz of tingxun . i can swear . juz coz of alot of other ppl . other bois . . they juz suck .. hate all the boys forever other than mai kors or diis .. sob .. feel so helpless nw , no one i can turn to de , u gd larh , gt stead , haiix . i so useless sia cricricri nia . haix .

wan 2 tok 2 someone rite now but no one came 2 help mie . sighh . i reallie cannot blive in lurve animore . or can juz sae dat i hav never experienced it b4 . never realli experienced . . . shang xin ah .. feel lik dying ... sososo soon .. haiix .

~++euu askk miie iif ii lurvee euu ... but .. ''
`daphiie ; helpless ; sads

2005-05-15T05:44:00.000-07:00

heyyax !!! niice blog skiin sehh . heeex . miie noe nth bout bloggiing de . onii noe hw 2 add entrii niia . thx 2 maii da sao hurhh .. ^^ fiinally gort tag board liiaos . ppeepps out dere muz cum n tag kayy ?? hahax . 4 the nxt 2 weeks tiill holiidays arh .. maii whole level iin skewl onlii gt enriichment . whiich means eiither free periiod or go somewhere iin siingapore 4 a meaniingful triip .. heeex . shd be liik dam fun bahhx .,. hope sho lorr . kayy gtg liiaos . byebye ^^

daffy duck !!! ^^

mwarkss . lurve eu !!

2005-05-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!!!
nice skin rite!! haha.
of cuz. i find one wad.
so of cuz it's nice.
ahaha. so bhb ..
so sianx. the tagboard is up again.
so everyone pls tag hor! =))
yups. daphne, i'm posting now ..
dun complain hor.
hehe. oh yar.
visit my blog too ..
i changed the skin and finally its working.
so tag miie! [daphne you betta tag]
wells got to go .. go slackk. hehe
take care ..

2005-05-09T21:30:00.000-07:00

yo peeps !! long tiime neber post lerr worrs . liiyan da sao osho neber go post .. den tiish bloggiie sii beii siian wann .. kaoos .. hahax . ^^ aniiwaes . miie iish postiing tiish entry at the riisk of mii liife siia .. miie iin com lab iin skewl now .. hehex . nt supposed 2 do other tiingys de worr . but neber miind lahhs . maii teacher nt iin her osho .. but iif she ever comes iin riite now arhh . ii'm liik sho dead meat lorr . haiix .. the com iish facing the maiin door lehh !!! =(( dats da bad tiingy ^^ post tiill here le larhh . da sao mux rmbr tu post entry horrr !!! buai buaix\

* Daffy *
dweams do carm tru

2005-04-14T23:35:00.000-07:00

YEA I LOVE BEING GUAI LAN!!! ahaha. n0w sc0lding a guy 0n msn. stupid lehz farking h0u lian pi .. i dun even n0e him he os0 dunn0 miie, den he ask miie t0 give him my stuff in maple. WUTS. i tell him wait l0ng l0ng. ahaha. feel s0 shuang. knn .. s0 many pple irritating miie 0n msn, i dun even n0e them, they add miie fr0m friendster 0ne .. i didn't even put my email address 0n friendster l0rr .. fark lahz.

anyways the tagb0ard g0t pr0b. dunn0 h0w t0 fix. dia0x. i try t0 get a new 0ne lahz. l0lz.

hhais. s0 sianx. nvr g0 t0 sch this past 2 days cuz g0t fever .. bleahz. so0o0o0o0000 sianx lehz .. =/

sian diaoss ..

2005-04-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

wah sehx .. 2dae si bei sian .. neba go sch ... i tell mai parents in da morning dat i gt headache den dey allow mie dun go sch lorr ... nw use com nia ... i gt alot of hw neber do lah ... dats y i cannot go sch 2dae or else sure kana lik siao de worx ...

* daph *
dweams do carm tru

2005-03-31T23:33:00.000-08:00

yozz !! long time neba post lerrs ... i hate mai geography teacher !! MRS MAO !!! eeeeyyyeer !! yux lorr .. da wae she speaks lik dam idiot ... qian bian kinda voice ... wanna bash her !!! n guess wad ... 2dae afta sports dae i went mrt station n i saw MAGGIE !!! ew ~ ew~ ew ~ she came over n tok 2 mie lorrs .. she ask if can read wadeva i'm typing on mai hp cuz i was about 2 sms roxanne dat i saw her ... i turn ard n face her n i gave her an irritated look ... i wanted 2 ask her 2 go away lorr .. but i lik suddenly no voice ... cannot bring maiself 2 speak ... haix ... wasted sia ... mai maebe onli chance 2 scold her ... ask her 2 get lost ... wtf man ...

daffy+ i was here

2005-03-25T20:01:00.000-08:00

yays. finally d0ne the bl0gskin! haha. but the tagb0ard still g0t pr0b. 0h well. d0 it an0ther day lahz. i g0t 0ther things t0 d0. haha .. hhais. n0wadays the weather is s0 farking HOT can die sia. hmms. the c0l0urs f0r this bl0gskin os0 g0t pr0blem. an0ther day den change lahz .. lazy .. heh. 0h yar. g0t back my rep0rt bo0k 0n thursday. guess wad? L1R5 is 19. hhais. farking bad. cuz this entire term i keep slacking and getting int0 tr0uble, s0 0f cuz liddat lahz .. haha .. sia0x rite? well im a 1o1% slacker mahz. keke. 0kie lahz dun be lame. anyway as i said i g0t 0ther things t0 d0 s0 i'm g0nna d0 them n0w bye! =))

lurfe, miie. =))
26o3o5`

2005-03-20T01:38:00.000-08:00

aiy0hs daphne. i really dunn0 wad t0 p0st lers. and guess wad. y0u screwed up the html c0de! n0w i have t0 red0 the entire bl0gskin. hhais. anyways i guess it's time t0 change the bl0gskin os0 lahz .. it has been this stupid pinkish thing f0r erms. 3 m0nths liddat. l0lz. y0ur grades depr0ving? mine w0rse. ehh. can't be b0thered t0 study. after all it's sec1 nia. but later dr0p t0 n0rmal ac den h0w. dunch wanna waste an0ther year in fairfieldd .. cuz it sucks! wahahas. esp when miss lim is ar0und. she sucks yaa. w0rst principal 0n earth =x bleahz! better n0t say to0 much. hhais. sch re0pening tml .. s0me m0re g0t service learning .. can't p0n .. later an0ther truancy case and get an0ther 5 demerit p0ints den alt0gether 12 demerit p0ints AHAHA kill myself niaa .. 12 demerit p0ints in 3 m0nths. average 4 demerit p0ints a m0nth. l0lz! seri0usly killing myself. anyways en0ugh crap le lahz. later -s0me0ne- c0mplain i flo0d the bl0g .. eh? hahas. yupps. take caree.

lurfe, ME =))

2005-03-15T22:13:00.000-08:00

haiix ... truly one sian march holidae 4 mie sia ... cant go out ... canot plae ... cant realli use com ... muz do hw ... muz study ... poor mie !!! haix ... wanna die liao ... mani ppl keep addin mie on friendster n msn ... argh ... but in friendster its nice 2 hav mani frens ... in msn lei ... mai acc ish lik burst until cannot burst animore le lorr ... wah liew ... make mie delete bout 30 - 40 contacts sia .... xin tiaa ... err ... liyan doesn't realli post aniting here wna ... so i juz make things more lively abit norrx ... lik it makes muxh diff ... kekex ... truly truly sian ... ppl wanna meet mie ... esp those i duno n hu added mie on friendster ... but juz too bad lorr ... mai parents r strict ... so cannot go out till i get betta results ... at least 60-70% ... can u imagine it ? i gt lower than 60% !!!! wad else ... hu else cld be lower ... oh shits ... haix ... praise the LORD ... help mie sia ... studies deproving liao ... nt lik i gt ani bf or i m tinkin of sumone rite ... i dun lik anione but hw cum cannot concentrate on studies wan ? hu can help ??? sumone smart bah ... haix ... betta chiong lorr .. dun improve arh ... i can sae byebye 2 church services le ... nw cant even go 4 prayer meetings or cell grp meetings ... i miss all mai frens ... ahhh !!!

* DaphnE *

2005-02-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

wow ... i broke up wif tingxun again ... 4 the 3rd time ... but tis time its final le bahx ... both of us agreed .. yupps ... den nw we r sista n brudder ... hahax ... ppl bullie mie oso sure kanna frm him de ... lolx ..

* DaphnE *

2005-02-11T06:28:00.000-08:00

hhais. i pity daphne sia. why tingxun liddat .. hhais. i dun0 wad t0 d0 l0rr. hmms .. quite surprisingg . i th0ught she's th0se kind 0f pple [like miie] dun cry f0r b0ys de. but den i guess i was wr0ng ba. cuz i os0 br0ke my pr0mise t0 ys. i os0 that day jeal0us until cry =x stupid rite. last week i think. s0 stupidd. but it's liddat lahz. y0u n0e wadd. i feel like sc0lding ting xun. but 0f cuz, if i sc0ld, he sure will sc0ld miie back 1oo times m0re. after all his h0kkien betta den mine wadd. wad t0 d0 sia. i seri0usly dunn0 wad t0 d0. feel s0 useless. hhais.

me mo r ie s *
11o2o5`

2005-02-05T09:26:00.000-08:00

lolx .. hmm .. got over dat incident le ... ( changing mai pass tingy ) wan 2 go find dat person kaobei oso cannot .. cuz he's in acs bkr .. haix ... suay lor .. nvm nvm .. lata i get angri again .. ppl hu read tis blog .. pls add mie on friendster .. anione oso can de ... hahax .. advertising :: fate_destiny92@hotmail.com fer both friendster n msn .. kekex .. kaes .. enuf of advertising le .. haix .. sian diaos .. its lik 1.30 rite now n i'm still blogging .. hahax .. cuz too sian le .. waiting fer stupid cake cum online afta his dinner .. even cheryl oso sian until go blogging .. i copi her wan mahs .. wad else 2 sae nehs ??? ermx .. okaes .. let mie blog bout the `les' in mai sch :: scgs ... she's frm the klass nxt to mine .. n she likes to do perverted stuff ... like drawing **** pictures of girls .. den whole time disiao fellow students wan .. she go pull mai fren's shorts , traps her klassmate in a corner n saes " i love u " , toks bout the condom n stuff .. toks 2 cats n dogs bout these tings too .. cant stand her already .. she is lucky dat she didnt cum n provole mie ah .. i feel lik scolding her lor .. but she nv do aniting 2 mie ( she betta not ) so i got no reason 2 scold her .. haix .. so nowadays mie n mai frens alwaes stick 2gether during break n recess .. den alwaes keeping a lookout fer dat `les' .. den everitime see her we scream n run .. hahax .. we're juz too lame ler .. but innocent too .. =x maebe i used rong word le lah .. not reall innocent .. wow .. i rote so much le ... lolx ..

siigniing off ____
t r u l o v e w a i t s
t i m e w i l l t e l l

_____[[ daphne aka daffy ' ]]

2005-02-01T01:00:00.000-08:00

kiam pah ... sum freaking idiot whose fren frm acs bkr n noes mie .. he's hacking into mai acc n everione's acc lor den change pass ... now i farking pissed off ... dat idiot go change mai pass !!! knn ... let mie noe hu he is arh .. he sure die wan lors ...

*DaphnE*

2005-01-28T18:53:00.000-08:00

yesterday s0 shuang. l0lz. i p0n sch again. den in the afterno0n i went t0 clementi with cliff0rd, g0 get mc. den he pay f0r it lehz .. ha0 gan d0ng. l0lz. but seri0usly .. i feel abit guilty .. os0 n0t he seeing d0ct0r, den he g0 pay .. hhais. dunn0 why wadeva i wan t0 buy, he will pay 0ne .. wuts .. unfair rites. next time i must pay f0r wdv he buys. l0lz.

this wh0le week i was with him except f0r t0day and tml lahz .. m0nday after squash i went t0 redhill with him. tuesday went t0 l0t1 and after that went t0 his h0use. wednesday i wait f0r him t0 finish icl. bef0re icl os0 i was with him. thursday&friday after sch i went t0 his h0use. l0lz.

sianx dia0. sch sucks. i really really hate it al0ts. h0w can pple adapt t0 sec sch life? it's t0rturee .. hhais. anyways it d0esnt really matter since i have my friendds. and 0f cuz my la0g0ng x))

yups. take care peep0rs.

2005-01-22T03:07:00.000-08:00

w0 ha0 xin ku w0rh! everyb0dy seems t0 be enj0ying themselves in their new sec sch except miie =(( it's n0t that i make things difficult f0r myself .. but it's jux that I DUNCH NOE WHY THE TEACHERS LIKE TO PICK ON MIIE!!! jux because i have dyed hair / multiple piercings / super l0w s0cks [aka invisible s0cks] / l0w tie / unzipped bl0use / visible anklet [means n0t under s0cks] den they think i pai kia lers -.-'' wut the. im n0t pai kia. w0 shi bei dui lai de. n0 gang!! and i cann0t see my la0g0ng f0r 5 days =(( t0day is the 4th dayy .. ha0 xin ku. zhe m0 lehz! s0me m0re i dun have my hp .. den cann0t sms him .. have t0 wait until wednesday den can get back w0rh. hhais zhe m0 zhe m0 .. m0nday still g0t squash. cann0t g0 0ut. wa la0. CLIFFORD I LOVE YOU!!!!

22o1o5`

2005-01-21T05:14:00.000-08:00

Waaahhh ... 2dae mi sc frens cum mai hse nehs ... so dam fun lor ... den plae all the time ... do less work than plae ... lolx ... =x ... we sang n practised 4 the chinese singing talentime ... all sing veri well ... den karmy goin 2 chorograph a dance fer us ... kewl rite ... hope we can win lor .. hahahax ... muz wiesh us gd luck hor .. those ppl hu read tis entri .. * winks * .... i took quite a few video clips of us 2dae ... all the jie muis ... most slacking der ... singing , resting , staring into space n juz lie on da sofa .. kekex .. so fun rite .. nxt time practising 4 the talentime again lor ... so cum mai hse !!! weeez !!! climb stairs sumore nehs !!! so dam fun sia .. those ppl hu didnt join in lyk jiayin will regret de ... but nvm ... nxt time still gt lotsa chance de ...

* DaphnE *

2005-01-20T04:19:00.001-08:00

Aiyo ...Liyan ... u nan de add one entri ... den rite so little ... kaoz ... sian diao ... mai cca confirmed liaos !!! BASKETBALL !!! weez ... si bei fun wan lor .. though the training dam hard n strenuous but its realli realli fun plaeing weif mai frens n seniors ... yay ... cummin mon go see the seniors plae match nehs !!! sure veri exciting de lor ... most likely win de lahs ... they so pro ... south zone champs sumore leh ... gd rite ... glad i joined basketball ... hope mai skills get betta ... =x ... hope hope // wish wish bahs ... pray hard too .... hmmm .... bo wei gong liao ... byebyex ...
* DaphnE *

2005-01-20T02:53:00.000-08:00

daphne. n0 matter wad, cs will still rawk!! hahas. pls update h0r.

2oo1o5` p0n sch dat dae x))

2005-01-15T04:02:00.000-08:00

waaahh .. sh0 sadd .. 2nd week 0f sch si bei suay w0rh!! s0bss . I GOT 2 DEMIRIT POINTS LERS!! AahHhh ..!! =(( s0ng b0 .. s0 fast lehz .. my gan di di say he think i the first 0ne this year .. i think s0 to0 .. hahas .. hhais. s0 jialat w0rh. cuz i sms in class. den hp os0 g0t c0nfiscated l0rr .. WaAhHhH !! =((

2005-01-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

hmmm ... no lor ... i wan u n him 2 cum lahs .. sumore u wan 2 go buy bag weif mie de lor ... dun pang seh mie hor ... aniwaes i go ur sch nxt thurs hor ... as well as chi new yr ... kekes ... cyaz ... ~!!!

* DaphnE *

2005-01-07T23:48:00.000-08:00

harl0x. sianx lehz. daphne h0w y0u p0st de ah. leave s0 much blanks. hahas. sch re0pen lia0x .. i hate sch s0 muchh .. den 0n thursday p0n .. den yesterday g0t int0 tr0uble. hhais. i hate miss lim. hate the teachers. hate mr vincent chia. hate miss shamsiah [my f0rm teacher]. all s0 damn ka0bei de. g0 t0 hell lahz =x i hate my class to0 .. esp wen jun, junr0ng and guang r0ng. 3 idi0ts. esp guangr0ng and junr0ng. guangr0ng make aileen cry. junr0ng make miie farking angryy. b0th 0f them act ah beng act pai kia. act act act act act. tua pui os0 dun understand, h0w t0 be ah beng? idi0ts sia. junr0ng l0rr. call miie zhu gan. i n0t bambo0 lahz. is he to0 fat. den i call him tua pui he dun understand. den must make miie nian shi. tua jiak tua pui tua ga0 tua lan. tua lam pa os0 can. hahas. linc0ln os0 dun like al0t 0f pple. he g0 sc0ld 0ne guy in his class like sia0x .. si bei funny. hahas. daphne .. next week den cliff0rd g0 pick y0u up lahz. dunn0 whether i g0ing an0ts. dun think s0. y0u ask j0el t0 g0 lahz =pP den dun need miie and cliff0rd lia0x. wahahas.

__`Hilmari.*
_/\_
>."<

2005-01-06T01:14:00.000-08:00

Heyax !! Liyan com spoil so cannot add entri lehs .. so nowadaes onli mie ... sobx ... aiyo ... go repair com asap lahs ... nt lyk u no money lor .. so rich de gerger ... or nt ask korkor help u pay lor ... he will be veri willing de worx ..

seriously nothing 2 sae liaos ... bye byex ...

* Daphne *

2005-01-02T02:08:00.000-08:00

Liyan !! both of us is guai guai wan u noe ... nt lyk u n kor kor ... more lyk er hem .. y sae we ah lian n ah beng ? lyk hu more lyk ah beng n ah lian lorx ... hahax ... mai korkor will beat ppl wan nehs ... while da shao ye doesnt ... haix ... nth 2 sae liao .. hu ask u 2 lyk pai kia ... so how ? nowadaes nv see him liao ah ? dun pang seh dem hor .. esp cliff ... he will shang xin wan lorx ... lolx .. or maebe he havin fun ? =x ... jkjk ... oh yar ... dun beat josiah lim lah ... i nt xin teng him ... but juz disiao him can liaos .. bet he'll be more scared than eva lor ... hahax .. rmbr 2 help mie oso hor ... tell him nxt time i go find him `liao tian' hahahax ... gtg le byebyex ...

* Daphne *

2005-01-02T01:55:00.000-08:00

wuts . DUN FLOOD THE BOARD!!! hhais . wad t0 d0 . b0th 0f them s0 wuts de . cant st0p them . hhais . nvm , sha0 ye and xia0 jie , b0th hen pei , like ah lian and ah beng w0rh . LOLZ . tml sch g0ing t0 re0pen lers . quite excited . quite scared os0 . cuz s0 paiseh . my unif0rm s0 damn tua . my sister l0rr . s0 fattt . den i lo0k like a stupid scarecr0w . nvm , can scare j0siah lim away . wahahas . tml i'm g0nna find j0siah lim and suan zhangg~ keke . if he dare run away 0r give miie attitude , he bye bye lia0x .. cliff0rd g0ing t0 whack him up . l0lz . j0el .. dun say cliff0rd pai kia h0r! he n0t pai kia -.-'' dia0x . hhais . i g0 play maple lers . bbx ..~ all the best t0 every0ne f0r the new year ^^

__`Hilmari.*
_/\_
>."<

haix ~

2005-01-02T01:36:00.000-08:00

Haiya Liyan !!! u see ... nw u r the one nt updating ... add at least one entry per day ... i everitime cum in den nv see u add ani entri de ..

* Daphne *